Why I’m Loving Harder These Days
Divorce was one of the most challenging things I have ever felt and experienced. No one can prepare you for an unexpected life change. The perspectives I gained from the universe hitting me with a cosmic 2×4 taught me how to view life from an inside lens.
For my entire life, I hid behind a mask.
My fears for love and intimacy stemmed from my childhood, and it was important to me to maintain my independence and self-sufficiency rather than get close.
Looking back, I realize that my independence prevented me from being capable of receiving love fully.The irony is that love was right in front of me the entire time, I was too blind to see it.
When I got divorced, the pain I felt didn’t care how much I could run, lift, drink, or fuck, this time.I had to face it head-on.
Despite divorce tearing me apart, I have found strength from my wounds, and I am discovering my love has no fear today.The world of love is something I’m very much fascinated about these days.
So here I am, diving into the depths of my heartbreak, looking for lessons in my darkness, so it never happens again. I choose to love harder because there is no force harder than love.
GK
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